Chapetr 4.3

How are you b6ee5at today :D?

so before she speak, 7sayt ef-shy, ena waye'ha; Her eyes were full of unspoken words, a tear escaped her eye: Your dad called this morning, he said he wants to spend time with you :'D
I was shocked, now? I was tearning up, my mum kissed my cheeks and said: stay strong okay? your my baby and nothing is going to happen<3, okay babe?
I said: promise?
She kissed my hands and said 'promise'
I hugged her and sat in my place eating my breakfast, then my mum spoke again; mo bs che w gal shy thany b3ddd haha ='DD
Me: and what did 3bdulla say?
Mum: 3bdulla? 3ain 3laych, he still stays your father !
Me: My so called father, lawsema7ty mama
Mum: elmuhem, gaal ena he was married 9 years ago, yes 9; he has 3 kids; Noura the eldest one, 7th grade; Fa6ma 4th grade and Mohammed the younges one 4years old, He said he wants to divorce me, and I accpeted, is that okay with you?

and when she said that, flashbacks of old times, well, a train of thoughts were in my head; I started thinking about my mum, her feelings, my so called dad, his children, his new wife, the divorce, my life, my mum's life, our life, their life, what would it be like? normal? and the time he wants to spend with me? what would he do? what would we do? shbe9eer? OMG STOP IT UGGHHH

I snapped out of it and answered my mum's question: look, etha 3any ana? do what you think is good, look I'm just 15 and I don't care about him, I just care about you, kay babe? I love you and I want whats best for you<3
Her: 7beeeeebbttyyy zayyoonaa<3 etha 3any anaa? I'll divorce him, bs 5ayfa 3laych!
Me: wiiii 5ayfa 3laay ana? laysh shby9eer 7gy, agouul bs, do what you think is best and I'm with you<3
Her: Okay bebe, now kamly aklch 3shan a'3asel el97oon :) aby aratb el'3uraf b3d 3endy wayedd work today
Me: afa 3laych ana a'3asel el97oon<3 wla ata3bch
Her: fdaayt bnty elbaraa anaa<3

kamalt akly w r7t w '3slt elplates, w ana a'3asel g3adt afakr fl kalam ely galata 7gy c': It hurts, 9aa7? bs honestly I felt happy and sad, yes mixed feelings, you know that feeling lain you cry so much? you later feel emotionless, broken hearted la? yes, thats me, bs my condition is worst :')) haha xo


I went upstaires, ja'hazt my clothes 7g ilzwara; I took a long shower got out and wore my clothes;

 

lebasat simple stuff, its just zwara, w lebasat my black toms.

76ayt mouse 3shan sh3ry y9eer curly, 9ar straight waves -_-

Almost like this, bs more natural;

 

so I added bronzer like I always do, some mascara and some lip gloss, to keep my lips shiny. I wore this bag ^

I went down staires, w cheft my mum still mo ja'hza, I asked laysh, she said she's comming around 4 o'clock, I agreed, so now my ride is Jassim, my cousin; which is 17years old, he has a crush on my since .. forever?

 

Elmuhem my mum told me he's going to be there after 5 mins, I grabbed an apple and sat on the ground cheaking my phone and eating my apple.

 

Jassim arrived and pinged me, so I go outside, I kissed my mum's forhead and left.

I opened the front door and sat quietly.

 

He soke: 3laykum elsalam :D

Me: haha x_x salaam :))

Jassim: 3ady, shlonch?

Me: zayna and you?

Jassim: 7mdlaa, ha mshayna?

Me: sure?

Jassim Opened the engin and drove away.

It was an awkward ride, he looks and smiles at me every now and then, and when I catch him, he looks away lool.

It was a REALLY quiet ride, the only noise there that made me laugh was me bitting the apple lol.

 

We got there, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes for two seconds and pushed the door open, awal ma dshayt kl my cousin labseen thyab kash5a, w sha3ar'hum sh6ool :))

 

Everyone's eyes were at me exactly like this: 0_0

Yes i was embaressed bs I just ignored, and went to my grandma, awal ma dshayt she teared up and said: ZAYOUNA<3 kebarrtyyy :o ta3ali 3a6eeeni hug ya 7lwa<3

I screamed: NNNAAAANNAAAA<3 Nanii i miss you :c

And I hugged her, then r7t salamt 3la my anties, they asked about my mum and I told them she was busy, she's comming around 4, later my grandma called me 3shan nsolef 3an ay jam3aa barouu7, ana ay mdrsa, I told her ena A7mdd wld Remas wyaay, she was happy :c<3 a7bb'hhaa :c

 

I then went and sat wya my cousins, I hugged each and everyone of them. Bayt my grandma fl durra so after eating that delicious maachboos dyaay <3_<3 kl my cousins and me re7na g3adna 3la elbeach, and I regreted it :'') . . .

 

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Chapetr 4.2

2nd post today, okay? 7ESO FENYY :DD

So after ma 6ela3na mn il7amam, we made our way to our shopping places; ZARA FIRST<3
I bought this: l2na 7da 3ejabnyy :"")

Then re7na forever21 w not to mention 8leeleen adab were following us dashaina, next; mango; river island; w still la9geen fenna.
so re7na w ge3adna fy *bucks; I excused myself to go to the bathroom; w awal ma 6ela3t I just felt someone pulling my waist grabbing me aside; I felt annoyed. I screamed a low scream; I was trying to let him let go of me, but I failed and my bag fell on the floor and my phone fell.
I screamed so he let go of me. I pulled my phone off the floor. I called A7med cause he was the first dude on my mind. I was cryingg
A7md: Alo?
Me: A7mdd *sniff* waynek?, I-I need youu *sniff**sniff*
A7md: Zaayynn? shfeech? g3da t9e7een? waynch enty?
Me: A7mdd *sniff* ana 9oub il7amamat *sniff* 9oub *bucks :cc
A7md: COMMINGG *Hang up*

while I was talking to A7md, the guy ran away lol, 5awaaaaff yeeeoooww.
I was sitting on the floor like a weirdo till A7med came with a red-faced running, I hugged him, I know its wrong, bs I needed a hug w makent aby arou7 7g La6oof, its gonna be weird la?
His face was exactly like this 3gb ma i hugged him 0_0
then he snapped out of it and he asked worriedly: Whats wrong? laysh knty t9e7een?
Me: idk, this guy; pulled me w i needed help, i was scared, i'm sorry
Him: shd3waa, its okay nothings going to happen, your safe :*

then La6oof yaat horried; w chafatna; l2na i took too long.
She said: bieee'h shtsawoon ento?
Me: heey don't get me wrong :o
La6oof: matewa8ata'h mnch klsh, 59oo9an entyy!
shfeeettchh?? yanaty? omgg uff !
*she went runing*
and while she's leaving she said 'find yourself a ride; i'm leaving 5alch wya your boyfriend'

a tear escaped my eye, L6eefa? is that you? are you my bestfriend? the one i know since forever?
A7md: Its okay, she'll get it; i'm sorry
Me: la its not okay, she took a bad idea about me :c omgg :c
A7mdd: elmuhem 59oo9an 3gb ily 9ar elyum, mafy tyeen hny brou7ch, kay?
Me: okayy, sorry again
A7md: stop apologizing, tabeeny awa9lch?
Me: la thankyou,, i'll wait for my driver, I'm going to call him now
A7md: shnuu? agoolach ana bawa9lch :D
Me: dude, you have a car?
A7md: nope, my driver na6erny fl parkaat
Me: umm .. okay?
A7md: lets go
bs before leaving he wiped up tears and smiled at me :'DD
That was cute :$$

so we got into the car and I told him our adress and I got home, I thanked A7md for everything.
I was so embarresed after what happened. I'm an idiot.
I don't regret it, after all he saved my life.
So I started crying and over-thinking of what happened today. I took off my clothes, wiped my makeup, and combed my hair.
I kept a hairband and wore my pj's
I tried calling La6eefa a couple of time, I called her 4times, she ignored until the 5th call she answered: Na3am Zaayn?
Me: can I explain?
Her: explain what? I saw everything with my own eyes ! I don't think my eyes would lie, would they?
Me: every story has two sides
Her: look, I'm busy, can I talk to you later?
Me: umm .. sure?
Her: BYE *she hang up*

ufff, shfee'ha a7een b3d?
anyways, my mum machafatny; so I went down staires and told her EVERYTHING bs I skipped the hug part lol
she said, its okay and tried to calm me down, she informed me ena my grandfather called her to tell her ena etyey bacher zwara since we have'nt seen them for a long time, she refused bs he insisted so we must go -__-' ugghh
I drifted to sleep since I was tierd without even cheaking my phone.

I woke up the next day with a massive headache, I tweeted 'Morning' and went to do my morning bussiness, I found three miss calls from L6eefa sh*t !
I found a dm from A7md, loads of bbm. I ignored and went downstaires, kissed my mum's forhead and ate breakfast. i was in a normal mood lain ma my mum gave me the 'bad news' fy way'hy :c omg; so she spoke: ' . . .


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Chapter 4.1

so I spoke: ... Eee'h mama, bgouulch shy
Her: Ha? shmswya?
Me: Haha? La? mo shy bs today te3araft 3la wa7ed
Her: Wa7dd? as in a boy? :DD
Me: lol ee
Her: A5eeran 9ert social? so tell me about him please?
Me: umm .. his name is A7mdd, he's a year oldder than me, fa he's 16, shagoul b3d? umm .. bs
Her: Ela awa9eech, mo y9eer shy '3aala6 bainkum ;)
Me: trust me mama :)
Her: I do bs, matadreyeen shy9eer
Me: sure :D
 
so after this conversation with mama, I felt safe and comfortable 9ara7a. So we9alna ilbayt .. I changed into my pj's w 76ayt thyaab Faroo7 fy chees. So ge3adt asmaa3 a'3any w achayek etha 3ndna ay homeworks wla quizes aw exams. We didn't have except for a math homework, MAN I HATE MATH. So I opened my notebook and as usual I started staring at the homework we had. So i tweeted 'Math: in truble'. I sat there wondering shasawy. I got a dm from A7mdd. I opened it and it was like this:

@AhmedAlX:
Math trouble ha?=))
@ZaaynAlx:
Lel2asaf -_-
@AhmedAlX:
I could help, I'm good at math :D
@ZaaynAlX:
Ana b3dd agouul ;p
@AhmedAlX:
A9lann I'm a professor fy Math ;D
@ZaaynAlX:
So you could help?
@AhmedAlX:
Shga3d agoul mn msa3a lain al7een?
You can call me etha tabeen: 36******, Don't get me wrong I'm just trying to help you out
@ZaaynAlX:
Umm, ok, thankss.

So I thought about it, mo 3aib y3ne? Uff, bs I'm just calling him for math help :s? I'm going to call since Its about studies.

I Called: Alo?
Him: Hallaa; sh5barch?
Yum sema3t 9out'h I freezed and a smile drew on my face :$
Him: umm .. alo zaynn?
Me: Ha? ee? ee, 7mdla; you?
Him: hahahaaa, tamam, so whats your problem?
I explained everything about my problem, w ohwa shera7ly klshy, w 7aal wyay ilmasa2el, so when we were about to be done : ..
Him: bs hay ely 3ndtch?
Me: ee :$$ haha
Him: 3baly shy 9a3ub, hay 3a6ona eya'h last year
Me: Mashalla'h, 9ij your good =))
Him: Akeed I'm good, b3d ana A7mdd la B-)
Me: Chub agouul =)) anyways, thank you wayed tara :D:*
Him: Mabaina, w tara its Thursday, t7leen homeworks mn elyoum?
Me: I usually do them on Saturday bs, I'm bored =))
Him: sure them =))
Me: ok, so bye?
Him: take care
Me: you too

*I hanged up*
Right after ma I hanged up, I kept the phone beside my chest and started wondering. He's cute, isn't he? His smile, laugh, bright eyes :""") kill me now c':<3
Then my phone rang, it was my other bestfriend, L6eefa.
(L6eefa: Ehya chubby, sh3r'ha 6weel, wayed 6weel, curly and black. She has rose-pink-cheeks, 3youn'ha mka7ela mashalla'h :), w she eats like a pig :'D)
I picked up and screamed: LA666LLLAAAA666<3
Her: enty lail7een 3aysha?
Me: loool, 5ane6laa3? I'm bored w its 6:49 y3ne, fy wgt
Her: sure, I'll pick you up 7:15, ynasbch?
Me: sure, cc?
Her: Okk, bye xo
*We hanged up*
I went and informed my mum 3an cc w she was happy l2na I don't usually go out with friends, kla mbas6a fl bait. So I choose what I was going to wear:


I wore this, and swayt sha3ry 3la 9oub, exactly like this:

wya black flats and this bag:

76ayt bronzer wya k7el w blusher and I was ready to go.
Nzalt ta7at wla umy tsawy 'golololololololololololoshhh :o'
3ainy 3laych bardaa; 3aroos binty <3_<3
Me; I love you mama:*
w as soon as ma La6oof arrived seeda dashat, lool 9adegat ena ilbait bait'ha :)=)), she kissed my mum's forhead w salemat 3lai'ha, then she gave me that look ena 'enty main?' :$ A7b'hhhaa haall bnnaayyyaa<3
Elmuhem rkabna ilcar w I told her 3an A7medd lain ma we9alna, we parked, w awal ma dashayna: like any other girls dshayna il7mam net3adal =)) . . . . .

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Chapter 4

Short post, like super duper upper short, bs I hope you like it.

So in the car I spoke and said '...

umm, t3rfeen A7mdd?'
Faroo7 replied 'Wiii haha, yes :o, wld 3ametyy Remas, how do you know hhim b3dd?'
Me: anaa? umm.. he's new fy our school
Faroo7: loool =))
Me: elaa Faroo7a 7beebtyy :$ so2aal bs :$$
Faroo7: 5al9eennnyy?-,-
Me: main elbnaya elm3aa'h?
Faroo7: Y'3aroonn? =))
Me: shdaaaa55lll? omgg tawny toay a3arfa -__- w bs che aby a3arf :$
Faroo7: lool hay e5ta fl r'6aa3a, bnt 3amy haha -_-'

so we're back home, we chose a movie and started eating while watching. We ate lain ma my mum we9lat, we really had fun. so we said our farewells, shared our hugs. and we left.
In the car knt arateb afkaryy 3la shnuu agool 7g umy 3an A7med, knt abyy agoulaha 3na'h, l2na ma7eb a5esh 3la umy shy,  . . .

so I spoke: ...

7da short adre sorry :c

Chapter 3

I know its been a 'really' long time since I actually posted bs shasawy '6a'36 ildrasa not to mention I only got 1 comment and 7da shwy followers, hay 7ala'h y3ne? 7mdla 3la kl 7aal<3

 

The day went well and Fahad called to inform us that he'll arrive after 2 weeks. YAAAAYYY :o! A5eeran he's comming :') ufff how much I miss him its been 7 months since I actually saw him. The day went on well. I went shopping with mama and we had 'girls night' we ate ice-cream while watching a random movie mama picked. It wasn't a love story much it was an adventure w hraar. we had a tickle fight, we ate dinner and played cards =)) lol much? we were done by 12:30 so next dayy we had school and I didn't have enough sleep so I drifted myself to the bathroom, did my morning bussiness and had a cold-refreshing shower. I wore my uniform, wore my black flats, my hair was wet so I left as what it is without blow-drying it, grabbed my phone and threw it into my bag. As i went into the kitchen I kissed my mum's forhead while greeting her. I ate an apple while getting into the car. And as soon as I walked passed the school gates, something new caught me eye. Actually someone. I felt my feet glued to the floor while staring deepling into his light brown eyes. Our eyes met :) He gave me that hot half smile :""")! I blushed and looked away. I saw Naylaa waving at me, so I went.

 

Period 1.. done

Period 2.. done

and I still haven't stopped thinking of him.

 

It was break time, so as soon as got out of class I saw him rooming around the school campus so as I spoke: Are you lost yet? He smiled and said yes lol, so I told him ena its break now, I told him my name was Zayn and his name was Ahmed he's 16,[he had a left-side dimple, a muscular body, curly long hair and brown light eyes] and since he doesn't know anyone yet, I interduced him to Naylaa's twin brothers: Jassim and Qassim. They're in his grade. So I excused myself to go to Nayla.

 

And she gave me that bone breaking hug. I love her walla'h :c

so i spoke: mu twa knt m3ach fl79a y3ne -,-?

Nayla: you've been ignoring me mn awal ams, shlon ma I miss you?

me: Ya 7yattyy i'm sorryy<3 bs things was happening at home :c

Nayla: what do you mean?

me: umm, can you come over after school today and I'll explain everything?

Nayla: wii la, my grandma's sick so how about tommorow?

me: sure :)

Nayla: ya7marra, chfte that guy walking wya my brotherr 8asoom?

me: ee waynch enty? I interduced him to your brothers 3shan he's new, tawa yaay ;p

Nayla: he's hot mashalla'h :o, magaalch shemsma'h :o?

me: yal'3abaa2 enty -,- esm'h A7mmdd :$

 

*RINNGG*

 

me: yalla lets go 3layna 3arabi :)

Nayla: haha yalla :)

 

...

 

so the day went on well, and it was hada.

As i was waiting for my driver to arrive, cheft A7mmd.

so I headed to him and asked: so hows your first day?

he replied: It went on well, because of you 6ab3an, ee w I didn't have a chance to thank you :o

I replied: ma baina ;p

then i heard *Beep* and I knew my ride has arrived :)

I excused myself and left. Thank god today was Thursday <3, tdroon y3ne shnuu? WEEKENDD<3<3<3

So as I got in, I saw my mum g3da, '3reeba ;s?

she spoke: bnruu7 bait bnt 5altch fl durra

me: 5alyy Lulwa?

she replied: yes, and if your going to wonder why, l2na your cousins Fara7 and M7md miss you and your going to stay with them while ana w 5altch bn6l3, bnrou7 n3azy nas, bnswy shopping, we will eat lunch w bnrj3 aroung 5:30, zain bnsba lach?

me: umm, 5:30? okay i don't know bs have fun<3 bs yebtely thyaab?

Her: la you wear mn thyab'ha, 3ady 3nch?

me: ee lol ;p

 

Fara7 and M7md are my best cousins, I haven't seen them in 2 weeks, mo bs che I don't usually go to zwarat ymkn in 3 months once, w 59oo9an hal mara kelesh g6a3t'hum ymkn 5-6 months machft'hum. I don't actually like them, wayed judgy uhma.

 

so as soon as we arrived, I gave each one a bone-breaking hug, salamt 3la 5alty and we ran upstaires. I changed into her

 And blue slippers. I charged my phone and went rooming around the house with them. So we felt hungry and there were no snacks. We thought of going to Carrefour City Center. As I tweeted 'Omw to cc with @FarahAlX @Mo'hdAlX' and they retweeted. I noticed I had an extra follower, and it was Ahmed, since he's my guy friend I followed him back. It was a really long ride since cc was far away from Durra'h. I messaged my mum that I'm going 3shan mat7aty wla shyy :D

 

*Dingg*, There was a dm, yet?

I opened it and it was Ahmedd: Haa? 3ayal cc?

Me: haha =)) wya my cousins bnshtery snacks ;p

Ahmed: I'm there 3ayal see you?

Me: haha, surrre ;p

 

We got there 5thayna jaryy, ana w Faroo7 g3adna w M7mdd ydzna, gmna nesta'hbel 3al nas w n5r3'hum mn wara =))

Lain ma ilsecurity gave us the 'last warning' so 3egalna =)), we got what we wanted and we had 4 plastic bags, el big size full of candy w chocolate w 5arabee6, M7md was carrying 2, I was carrying 1, w Fara7 1, so while I was cheking my bb while wacking I bumbed into a tall figure. And raised my head up and realized it was A7md, we stood there looking deeply into each others eyes, lain ma Fara7 broke the moment and spoke 'waysh 5ook, entta lail7een 3ayesh :o 7mood chouf mayn hny :o A7medo wld 5ala Remas' 7mood spoke 'Umbeaa'h your here? yal7maar aby pinkk :o + whatsapp :o' they exchanged numbers and pins.

w I noticed kanat wya'h wa7da, wa7da labsa a white-sleevless top wya black jeans. She had full pink lips, tiny eyes, she was chubby, and she had long curly hair. We exchanged our farewells and left. bs 9ara7a? I felt jealous. Something in myself wasn't assuring me. It was a strange feeling tbh.

 

So in the car I spoke and said '...

 

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