It was 1am i was wipping the tears on my mum's face, I kissed her forhead, and told her it was bedtime, she didn't agree at first but then I did some magic and took her to bed. I went downstairs closed everything, locked the door and then when upstairs and slept with my mum<3, without changing, without brushing my teeth nor washing my face. I was playying with my mum's hair and trying to let her fall asleep. And i did<3
And so did i fall asleep<3.
The alarm clock rang, and i woke and closed it as fast as i can, so she won't wake up. Its time for school; I have to go but i don't want to leave her alone :). So instead I asked the maid that if ANYTHING happened and i mean ANYTHING :), She'd call me in school. Yes in school.
So i took a quick long shower, I blow dried my boyish hair, wore my rayban glasses as a hairband, kept some bronzer to keep my face freshened, i wore my unifrom; hoped into my toms, took my phone while grabbing my bagg; I rushed to the car and told my driver to speed up, since the first period began. As soon as i got there it was the second period, the whole time; knt shardaa w afkrr fy what happened yesterday.
Automaticly tears fell off my cheeks :), i cried silently till my bestfriendd Naylaa noticed, she passed out a paper saying 'what's wrongg ?' i replied 'nothing, becareful la Ms Nahla t9eedna tswy salfa :)'
It was break time, I ran to the bathroom, locked the door and started crying. I opened my bb, and saw the recent updates, something caught my eye '3bdulla AlX: Mission accomplished.' Wait, thats my dadd ;o, No it can't be :o He planned for this ? I cried even harder. 6gait 3la his name to go 7g ilconversation machouf ela sawany delete. This is 'my' dad ;s? Suddenly i remember my mum, I called 5damatna she saidd ena she's okay and she just ate and took her pills, 7mdla :)♥. I got out of the bathroom, washed my face and got out. 6el3at bara3 ilbathroom masma3 ela banat ygouloon 'Chefty hathy elboya ? wahahaha, way3; shal ashkal ?'
I was burning, I'm not a boys I just style as a boy, but i don't talk or have a boyish attitude, I'm normal :)! I ignoured the fact that they existed. I nevermined them and walked away to my class.
And as soon as the day finished. I rushed to go home. A5eeran i said while ridding the car. The minuts in the car seemed like hours. My heart was pumping hard and I was getting nervous, i don't know why. I just wanted to see my mother as soon as I can. When i got home I ran to see my mum. I knocked once, twice, then i enterd; she was there sitting on the sajada reading quran. A smile automaticly drew on my face :D.
I went changed my clothes and sat near her. I kept my head on her shoulder and listened quietly<3. As soon as she was done. she kissed my cheek and asked me about my day :') Cutest mum alive<3. I asked her if she was better then yesterday, and she was :'), 7mdla :*
I just sat there giggling with her and kissing her cheeks<3
A7b'haaWayyyeeedddddd \♥_♥/
Thankyouu, give me feedbacks :), w chefto ? 3Posts in a dayyy :D YEAAAHH BABE<3
Anyways mthel ma ana 7wlt 3shankum give me comments and feedbacks on twitter and aslo dm me on 'OnceUponYou' ♥ Lysm♥
Monday, December 24, 2012
Chapter 1
Broken, sad, lonley, hurt, upset, alone, depressed, suicidal, angry, hateful, breaking down, screaming, dead, empty, nothing, crying, shouting, giving up, hiding, wearing a mask, cutting, horrible, down, worthless, crushed, missunderstood, forced, scared ... Have you ever felt all this in the same time ? Annoying, eh ?
I sat there at the corner of the room, crying my eyes out, just hearing my parents voice fighting and argue'ing, All this time i've been living in a lie; 'I love you' meant 'becareful, i'm cheating on you' ... All these nights that dad was 'traveling' he was in the same house of a strange woman ? I sat there with my photo album, watching our old photos; good times i said. Suddenly without any warning, I heard my mum shout, like scream shout. I ran off to see what happened now, I saw my dad standing infront of my mum while she's lying down with her right hand on her right cheek, that moment .. I realize that he slapped her. And while getting out of the house he said 'Enty 6aleg, 6aleg, 6aleg' ... That moment, i froze in a shook, i was shoked ! Yes, they fight everyday but .. mato9wal wya'hum lain hay ildaraja :').
My mum cried her eyes out, on that cold floor, I tried not to cry, to stay strong, but deep inside I was DYING, all i did was hug her and comforting her with, 'Its okay, nothing serious', 'A7bch' and 'Stay strong babe' :')
No use ...
Since i was 6, till now which is 8years ago, (I'm 15 years) my so called father started hiting her, and me, my brother Fahad ydrs bara3, he studies in London :), lain y39b yfsh 5lga feny w fy mama, shwayna :')? I use to ask him for dolls and toys, he refused to buy me some m3ana we are a rich family :), I grew up almost a boy, playing football, hating make'up, boyish stylies and so on :).
My name is Zayyn and this is my storyy :) ..
Feedbacks:)?
I sat there at the corner of the room, crying my eyes out, just hearing my parents voice fighting and argue'ing, All this time i've been living in a lie; 'I love you' meant 'becareful, i'm cheating on you' ... All these nights that dad was 'traveling' he was in the same house of a strange woman ? I sat there with my photo album, watching our old photos; good times i said. Suddenly without any warning, I heard my mum shout, like scream shout. I ran off to see what happened now, I saw my dad standing infront of my mum while she's lying down with her right hand on her right cheek, that moment .. I realize that he slapped her. And while getting out of the house he said 'Enty 6aleg, 6aleg, 6aleg' ... That moment, i froze in a shook, i was shoked ! Yes, they fight everyday but .. mato9wal wya'hum lain hay ildaraja :').
My mum cried her eyes out, on that cold floor, I tried not to cry, to stay strong, but deep inside I was DYING, all i did was hug her and comforting her with, 'Its okay, nothing serious', 'A7bch' and 'Stay strong babe' :')
No use ...
Since i was 6, till now which is 8years ago, (I'm 15 years) my so called father started hiting her, and me, my brother Fahad ydrs bara3, he studies in London :), lain y39b yfsh 5lga feny w fy mama, shwayna :')? I use to ask him for dolls and toys, he refused to buy me some m3ana we are a rich family :), I grew up almost a boy, playing football, hating make'up, boyish stylies and so on :).
My name is Zayyn and this is my storyy :) ..
Feedbacks:)?
Just reaad :)
Since I'm bored with this blog, w temalalt mnaa; i decided writing a new one :D a7san che, anyways aby ta36ony raykum fy hal decision, dm me fy twitter 'OnceUponYou' ;)
Thankyouuuuu xo
Thankyouuuuu xo
Sunday, December 16, 2012
"Pain is temporary#6"
Chapter 6
So what happened last time was; After a really good tan; i though of swimming since bchrr i'm leaving; we swam klna =))<3; we had a really good time while 3zooz w 3bouud rakbeen eljets w fl sea ysha56oon<3
WHAT A GOOD WEEK WE HAD<3
So at 8;00 we were done swiming. Saro'h showered first while I was cheaking my bb I thought of talking to Meero :c Man i miss dis retardd :c
Maitha AlX; Meemiii'tyyyyy ;c<3
Why you no talk ?:c
Me sad c':
Meera AlX; Maiitho'tyyyyy ;c<3
Me no talkk now ;o?
Me no care :]x
Maitha AlX; chubb zain :/, bacher I'm leaving elshalai'h at 3, be at Ritz at 6;30, Saro'h w elbanat will be there :)
Meera AlX; Okk bs umm, main mn el'banaat' byoon ?
Maitha AlX; Shai5a'h (Shai5a is the jealous one, the one behind all thr problems, she's fake, and everybody know that she has a crush on 3bdulla since forever. so let me tell you about her appearence; she's chubby w curly-boyish hair, chinese eyes, big nose, full lips) Zanzan (Zain is the over-protector, she's the scardy cat, a3gaal wa7da feena, bs still a3shg'ha c: and is a Vimto-lover her appearence; long curly black hair with dip-dye dirty blonde, she's white like really white, normal nose, wide eyes, full lips and two soft dimples) andd F6aiim (F6aiim is the oreo-freak, she's the sweet-caring one, her appearence; silky-long-light brown-hair, too shory, very skinny) bs c:, y3ne ana w enty w Sara w F6aiim w ZanZan w Shai5o c:
Meera AlX; Ok, sawaity reservation ? c:
Maitha ALX; A7een bswy, bs knt bchouuf etha your coming or not -,-
Meera AlX; Nzayyn yalla gtg, mama tabeny I help her fy her 'new' twitter account, lol =))
Maitha AlX; Omg, kayy babe, yalla bye :* xo
Uff so Saro lail7een ma5ale9at her shower w its almost 8;35 w ana aby atsaba7 -,- shfee'ha theii -,- ?
Lol 3umer'ha 6weel she's done =)). Awal ma6el3at ana fega3t'ha the7el =)), w her face was exactly like ' :/ shfe'ha theii now ?' I was laughing at her sponge bob towel =)) my god =)).
Anyways I got in the shower, ma9ar 8;42 ela I'm done showering c:.
I waved my hair into big waves and wore this
With c:
and then we called 3zooz and 3bouud for some bbq. Uhma yshawoon w e7na nze6 (Means nbla3/nakel) and after some good dinner, we wanted to watch a movie together and randomly we picked 'Paranormal activity 3' w sorry for this language bs, ana zagait'ha c': how can i sleep now ? ugggghhhhhh c':
we went to sleep at 2;55, i couldn't sleep lain 3;15 <c:>
DONE :$, So how was it :)? Faan ? Karee'h ? Ylw3 ilchebed ? Omg just give me feedbacks :c<3 xo
Thankyouuu :c
So what happened last time was; After a really good tan; i though of swimming since bchrr i'm leaving; we swam klna =))<3; we had a really good time while 3zooz w 3bouud rakbeen eljets w fl sea ysha56oon<3
WHAT A GOOD WEEK WE HAD<3
So at 8;00 we were done swiming. Saro'h showered first while I was cheaking my bb I thought of talking to Meero :c Man i miss dis retardd :c
Maitha AlX; Meemiii'tyyyyy ;c<3
Why you no talk ?:c
Me sad c':
Meera AlX; Maiitho'tyyyyy ;c<3
Me no talkk now ;o?
Me no care :]x
Maitha AlX; chubb zain :/, bacher I'm leaving elshalai'h at 3, be at Ritz at 6;30, Saro'h w elbanat will be there :)
Meera AlX; Okk bs umm, main mn el'banaat' byoon ?
Maitha AlX; Shai5a'h (Shai5a is the jealous one, the one behind all thr problems, she's fake, and everybody know that she has a crush on 3bdulla since forever. so let me tell you about her appearence; she's chubby w curly-boyish hair, chinese eyes, big nose, full lips) Zanzan (Zain is the over-protector, she's the scardy cat, a3gaal wa7da feena, bs still a3shg'ha c: and is a Vimto-lover her appearence; long curly black hair with dip-dye dirty blonde, she's white like really white, normal nose, wide eyes, full lips and two soft dimples) andd F6aiim (F6aiim is the oreo-freak, she's the sweet-caring one, her appearence; silky-long-light brown-hair, too shory, very skinny) bs c:, y3ne ana w enty w Sara w F6aiim w ZanZan w Shai5o c:
Meera AlX; Ok, sawaity reservation ? c:
Maitha ALX; A7een bswy, bs knt bchouuf etha your coming or not -,-
Meera AlX; Nzayyn yalla gtg, mama tabeny I help her fy her 'new' twitter account, lol =))
Maitha AlX; Omg, kayy babe, yalla bye :* xo
Uff so Saro lail7een ma5ale9at her shower w its almost 8;35 w ana aby atsaba7 -,- shfee'ha theii -,- ?
Lol 3umer'ha 6weel she's done =)). Awal ma6el3at ana fega3t'ha the7el =)), w her face was exactly like ' :/ shfe'ha theii now ?' I was laughing at her sponge bob towel =)) my god =)).
Anyways I got in the shower, ma9ar 8;42 ela I'm done showering c:.
I waved my hair into big waves and wore this
With c:
w Saro wore dis c;
With c:
we went to sleep at 2;55, i couldn't sleep lain 3;15 <c:>
DONE :$, So how was it :)? Faan ? Karee'h ? Ylw3 ilchebed ? Omg just give me feedbacks :c<3 xo
Thankyouuu :c
"Pain is temporary is back"
LOOOL =))
I decided to reblog since blogging is not just for people, its for me. Since i enjoy blogging i won't stop. I don't care if i get enough readers/followers. Elmuhem ana ar'6y nafsy:$
Anways<3, Today's Ba7raiin's national day<3; I'd like to do something special to her <3_<3
بحرين، ماعرف والله شلون اعبر لج عن
إحساسي
I decided to reblog since blogging is not just for people, its for me. Since i enjoy blogging i won't stop. I don't care if i get enough readers/followers. Elmuhem ana ar'6y nafsy:$
Anways<3, Today's Ba7raiin's national day<3; I'd like to do something special to her <3_<3
بحرين، ماعرف والله شلون اعبر لج عن
إحساسي
انتي كل الحب والشوق والغلا والزين
2)من يوم انولدت وحبج
بداخل دمي كان جاري
آمري،تدللي لوتطلبين حتى العين
3)فدوة لج ،
افديج بأغلى ما عندي لأنج حياتي
لاتستغربين مني ماعرفتي انتي من
تكونين؟
4)يمكن حسبتي أيام إني كنت عنج ساهي
بس قدرج ومكانتج بقلبي
والله فوق عالي محمي بسيوف وحدين
5)انتي كل الفخر ومنحتيني الغرور والتباهي
أقول لج من قبل والحين
إني امشي وأقول أنا بحريني رافع(ن) راسي
6)من
يوم الله خلقني وزرع فيني القلب غرستج نبته أداريها من الصوبين
ماتعرفين إن
انتي رافقتي قلبي بالدقايق والثواني
7)وان ماعرفتي،لازم الحين
تعرفين
أقول لج اياها بصوت عالي يا بعد كلي وحالي
8)أحبج حيل،وتأكدي
حتى اليوم إلي بتوقف فيه عن التصاعد أنفاسي
حبج بيبقى ورد على قبري يا أصلي
وساسي
Omg fdaiittt'hhaa<3:c
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
"Pain is temporary is done"
I'm closing the blog l2na i only got 168 view, I tried and I tried, but no feedbacks, no comments, no one to back me up or confirm me about the blog.
I'm sorryy, bs I have no choice l2na temalalt; i posted 5Chapters some bloggers only posted 2chapters and have in the 700 followers :c
is this faiir ? No:)x
BYE BLOG :c<3
I'm sorryy, bs I have no choice l2na temalalt; i posted 5Chapters some bloggers only posted 2chapters and have in the 700 followers :c
is this faiir ? No:)x
BYE BLOG :c<3
Monday, December 3, 2012
"Pain is temporary#5"
Chapter 5
Youu see, i'm trying to post daily but if i can't; '6roof:(
But i'll always try 3shan'kumm<3
What last chapter happened: I Added some simple makeup; Some bronzer, mascara, blusher; Added perfume and I quickly went down staires, i bbmed 3bouud ena i was at the main gate till he showed up, MSHALLA<3,<3 He was wearing a navy polo t-shirt and a blue skinny jeans, One word; he looked AMAZING<3
He stood there; and looked deeply into my eyes:$, He smelled nice<3,<3 Kan sar7an while i was telling him to get in the car and finally i got his attention:D- Him: Ha ?Ha ? Eee ok a7een barkab *confused*
Me; Yallaa la -,-
He rode the car and i sat infront wyaa'h, I turned on the stereo and played loud songs =)), YOLO BABE<3.
As soon as we reached *bucks, i turned it off the stereo l2na kla ma9bena, 3bdulla told me his order and told me to get inside and order while he parks the car outside, it was abit crouded. There was this guy who was seriously bothering me, and driving me dead crazy, flirtying bl a7ra 'Te7ereshing' i quickly steped away from him and entered the place. He entered after me, but i was too busy ordering, after i was done; i sat down waiting for my order, he sat on the chair beside me, i told him to leave, once; twice; its the third time, I quickly got up and started screaming 'ENTAA HAAY, YALY MATESTE7Y 3ALA WAY'HEK W 6ALE3 LAK SHANAB BA3AD; WHAT KIND OF A GUY ARE YOUU ? SHFE UMEK ? MATE'HAM; GOOM; EBTE3ED LA KAF Y3ADEL HAL SHANAB YALLA !'
The guys started laughing at him and making him a joke. He started it; i endded it:D, While getting up he gave me this dirty stare and told me 'Youu want it this way ? Babe you got it.' and left; i felt a bit scared for a moment but when 3bouud enterd i felt safe<3
On his way to my table he grabbed the drinks and sat; he spoke; Knt ga3d an6rch fl syara-,- thinking you'll come =.=
Me; Hehhee:$ sowwrryyy;*
Him; yalla mishaina so we don't get late ?
Me; Tawa 12am *Yawn*
Him; 3zooz mayadre we're out fa manaby nt2a5ar:D
Me; Okk, Yalla
We went outside and before getting in the car that dirty rat (The flirting guy) winked, Ewww.
I Heared his friends say ' Fahood shfeek t5z ely fasheltk ', so now i know his name is Fahad. Waa3 :&, i Got in the car and we went to City Centre. I LOVE THIS PLACE<3
We went to Pull&Bear, Zara, Mango, H&m, Lacost, Klmkaan -,-' God we're got almost 15Bags for shopping, i have no idea why he want those, y3ne fy munasaba aw shy ??
We got back to our shalaii'h and tomorrow was the time to leave:( Uhhh so i wanted to have a good tan since it was 1;55am, i wore my pink swimming suit wya Saraa'h and told her EVERYTHING and i mean EVERYTHING ely 9ar with that dirty rat and 3bouud<3
After a really good tan; i though of swimming since bchrr i'm leaving; we swam klna =))<3; we had a really good time while 3zooz w 3bouud rakbeen eljets w fl sea ysha56oon<3
WHAT A GOOD WEEK WE HAD<3
So how was it ? Short ? I know l2na fy wayed kalam bs ma7a6ayt spaces wayed:$
Anyways give me feedbacks; at least on twitter ( OnceUponYou ) L2na your feedbacks make my day<3 Bye; THANKYOU<3
Youu see, i'm trying to post daily but if i can't; '6roof:(
But i'll always try 3shan'kumm<3
What last chapter happened: I Added some simple makeup; Some bronzer, mascara, blusher; Added perfume and I quickly went down staires, i bbmed 3bouud ena i was at the main gate till he showed up, MSHALLA<3,<3 He was wearing a navy polo t-shirt and a blue skinny jeans, One word; he looked AMAZING<3
He stood there; and looked deeply into my eyes:$, He smelled nice<3,<3 Kan sar7an while i was telling him to get in the car and finally i got his attention:D- Him: Ha ?Ha ? Eee ok a7een barkab *confused*
Me; Yallaa la -,-
He rode the car and i sat infront wyaa'h, I turned on the stereo and played loud songs =)), YOLO BABE<3.
As soon as we reached *bucks, i turned it off the stereo l2na kla ma9bena, 3bdulla told me his order and told me to get inside and order while he parks the car outside, it was abit crouded. There was this guy who was seriously bothering me, and driving me dead crazy, flirtying bl a7ra 'Te7ereshing' i quickly steped away from him and entered the place. He entered after me, but i was too busy ordering, after i was done; i sat down waiting for my order, he sat on the chair beside me, i told him to leave, once; twice; its the third time, I quickly got up and started screaming 'ENTAA HAAY, YALY MATESTE7Y 3ALA WAY'HEK W 6ALE3 LAK SHANAB BA3AD; WHAT KIND OF A GUY ARE YOUU ? SHFE UMEK ? MATE'HAM; GOOM; EBTE3ED LA KAF Y3ADEL HAL SHANAB YALLA !'
The guys started laughing at him and making him a joke. He started it; i endded it:D, While getting up he gave me this dirty stare and told me 'Youu want it this way ? Babe you got it.' and left; i felt a bit scared for a moment but when 3bouud enterd i felt safe<3
On his way to my table he grabbed the drinks and sat; he spoke; Knt ga3d an6rch fl syara-,- thinking you'll come =.=
Me; Hehhee:$ sowwrryyy;*
Him; yalla mishaina so we don't get late ?
Me; Tawa 12am *Yawn*
Him; 3zooz mayadre we're out fa manaby nt2a5ar:D
Me; Okk, Yalla
We went outside and before getting in the car that dirty rat (The flirting guy) winked, Ewww.
I Heared his friends say ' Fahood shfeek t5z ely fasheltk ', so now i know his name is Fahad. Waa3 :&, i Got in the car and we went to City Centre. I LOVE THIS PLACE<3
We went to Pull&Bear, Zara, Mango, H&m, Lacost, Klmkaan -,-' God we're got almost 15Bags for shopping, i have no idea why he want those, y3ne fy munasaba aw shy ??
We got back to our shalaii'h and tomorrow was the time to leave:( Uhhh so i wanted to have a good tan since it was 1;55am, i wore my pink swimming suit wya Saraa'h and told her EVERYTHING and i mean EVERYTHING ely 9ar with that dirty rat and 3bouud<3
After a really good tan; i though of swimming since bchrr i'm leaving; we swam klna =))<3; we had a really good time while 3zooz w 3bouud rakbeen eljets w fl sea ysha56oon<3
WHAT A GOOD WEEK WE HAD<3
So how was it ? Short ? I know l2na fy wayed kalam bs ma7a6ayt spaces wayed:$
Anyways give me feedbacks; at least on twitter ( OnceUponYou ) L2na your feedbacks make my day<3 Bye; THANKYOU<3
Sunday, December 2, 2012
"Pain is temporary#4"
Chapter 4
OMMGGG elyuummm 2nd Dec<3 My Country's National Dayyyy<3, L2na my mum's Emaratya bs we live in B7raiin<3 I LOVEE UAAEEE<3
Anyways; What last chapter happened was; we watched 'Silver Linning' Fy ne9 elfilm I got me an excuse to leave and my excuse was ena i was tiered w ena aby anam. i faked a yawn, and went. I hided in my bathroom and stared crying non-stop. sm3t the door closed, i wiped my tears up, washed my face, wore my Pjs and jumped to sleep without cheaking my phone.
I Woke up with a strong headache, i headed to the bathroom did my morning bussiness and got out, cheft Saro lail7een nayma glt mabaga3d'ha, i went downstaires and took my phone, ate an apple and drank some chocolate juice. Omw to my room on the staires 3bdulla was coming down,
3bood; Hiiii
Me *Tearing up and ignouring*
3bood; HALLA .. ??
Me *Dshaiit my room w 9efagt elbab*
I layed down on the bed and started cryingg:') Uhhhh Y3ne Shwayytt;s?
I Plugged my headphones to my phone and started playing 'Big girls don't cry' ... i cheaked my bb, i hade 2 whatsapps from my Mum<3 Cuttttteee<3,<3 she's worried;* and 6 bbms, all bcs except for MEERA<3 and 3bdulla :')!
i quickly went to Meera's chat<3
Yesterday:
Meera13; MAIITTHHHOO<3
MoMo<3
Heeeyy:(
Nemtayyy:D??
Laaa:(
Uff Thelfaaayyyy='))
Now:
Maitha<3; MEEERRRAAA<3
LOOOOLL I'M SORRRYY<3
Eeee 9ijj nemt:$
Sowwwrryyy:$; LOVE YOUU<3
I waited che 10mins , i realized she's asleep mn her statue -,-
I seriously want to cheak shnuu katb 3bdulla:( Uff !
I decided ena i cheak w etha shy mo 3ajebny i ignour, i opened it and it went like this:
Yesterday:
AboodAlX; I'm sorry, i was just angry, please; lets forget; i lost my temper l2na i felt abit jealous l2na your my sis<3, forgiven please:D?
I thought about it:(, Cutttteee<3 7araamm:( i decided to give him a chance:$
Now:
Maitha<3; Yeah sure, forgiven:$
He quickly answer ...
AboodAlX; 7mdlllaaa<3
Maitha<3; A7em:$
AboodAlX; Heey, 5a6re fy *bucks, wanna join<3,<3?
Maitha<3; Sure, bs 3zooz waiin ?
AboodAlX; 5alene saket =)) Sabe3 Noma =))! Waiit:O
*He sent a photo ; He looked chubby with alittle tufaal on a side and he looked like he's snoring=))*
Maitha<3; OMMMGGG=)) LOOOOLLL ?
AboodAlX; Eee w plus badly w kesh5ay I'm taking youu shopping; i need help -,-
Maitha<3; Yeaah sure, needing any help in shopping<3? Come to me:$!
AboodAlX; Diva -,-
Maitha<3; Chub <:)>
AboodAlX; Roo7y Bdly from now, youu take AGES to get ready -,-
Maitha<3; Yeaah right -,-
I quickly went to change; I picked out anything out from my closet since i don't have much time.
I wore this :
I Added some simple makeup; Some bronzer, mascara, blusher; Added perfume and I quickly went down staires, i bbmed 3bouud ena i was at the main gate till he showed up, MSHALLA<3,<3 He was wearing a navy polo t-shirt and a blue skinny jeans, One word; he looked AMAZING<3
How was that<3? 7louu ?:D
Follow me at 'OnceUponYou' on twitter, and PLEASE give me feedbacks 3shan i know if i should continue or now:D;*
THANKKYOUUU<3
OMMGGG elyuummm 2nd Dec<3 My Country's National Dayyyy<3, L2na my mum's Emaratya bs we live in B7raiin<3 I LOVEE UAAEEE<3
Anyways; What last chapter happened was; we watched 'Silver Linning' Fy ne9 elfilm I got me an excuse to leave and my excuse was ena i was tiered w ena aby anam. i faked a yawn, and went. I hided in my bathroom and stared crying non-stop. sm3t the door closed, i wiped my tears up, washed my face, wore my Pjs and jumped to sleep without cheaking my phone.
I Woke up with a strong headache, i headed to the bathroom did my morning bussiness and got out, cheft Saro lail7een nayma glt mabaga3d'ha, i went downstaires and took my phone, ate an apple and drank some chocolate juice. Omw to my room on the staires 3bdulla was coming down,
3bood; Hiiii
Me *Tearing up and ignouring*
3bood; HALLA .. ??
Me *Dshaiit my room w 9efagt elbab*
I layed down on the bed and started cryingg:') Uhhhh Y3ne Shwayytt;s?
I Plugged my headphones to my phone and started playing 'Big girls don't cry' ... i cheaked my bb, i hade 2 whatsapps from my Mum<3 Cuttttteee<3,<3 she's worried;* and 6 bbms, all bcs except for MEERA<3 and 3bdulla :')!
i quickly went to Meera's chat<3
Yesterday:
Meera13; MAIITTHHHOO<3
MoMo<3
Heeeyy:(
Nemtayyy:D??
Laaa:(
Uff Thelfaaayyyy='))
Now:
Maitha<3; MEEERRRAAA<3
LOOOOLL I'M SORRRYY<3
Eeee 9ijj nemt:$
Sowwwrryyy:$; LOVE YOUU<3
I waited che 10mins , i realized she's asleep mn her statue -,-
I seriously want to cheak shnuu katb 3bdulla:( Uff !
I decided ena i cheak w etha shy mo 3ajebny i ignour, i opened it and it went like this:
Yesterday:
AboodAlX; I'm sorry, i was just angry, please; lets forget; i lost my temper l2na i felt abit jealous l2na your my sis<3, forgiven please:D?
I thought about it:(, Cutttteee<3 7araamm:( i decided to give him a chance:$
Now:
Maitha<3; Yeah sure, forgiven:$
He quickly answer ...
AboodAlX; 7mdlllaaa<3
Maitha<3; A7em:$
AboodAlX; Heey, 5a6re fy *bucks, wanna join<3,<3?
Maitha<3; Sure, bs 3zooz waiin ?
AboodAlX; 5alene saket =)) Sabe3 Noma =))! Waiit:O
*He sent a photo ; He looked chubby with alittle tufaal on a side and he looked like he's snoring=))*
Maitha<3; OMMMGGG=)) LOOOOLLL ?
AboodAlX; Eee w plus badly w kesh5ay I'm taking youu shopping; i need help -,-
Maitha<3; Yeaah sure, needing any help in shopping<3? Come to me:$!
AboodAlX; Diva -,-
Maitha<3; Chub <:)>
AboodAlX; Roo7y Bdly from now, youu take AGES to get ready -,-
Maitha<3; Yeaah right -,-
I quickly went to change; I picked out anything out from my closet since i don't have much time.
I wore this :
With this:
And ...
How was that<3? 7louu ?:D
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THANKKYOUUU<3
Saturday, December 1, 2012
"Pain Is Temporary#3"
Chapter 3
What happened last time; So we decided ena nroo7 3al ba7ar since the weather was romantic w 7lww<3
G3da 3al sannddd it was like this 3bouud -->Annaa -->Swaiira -->3zooz;p
It was romantic though:$<3.
So Rajo called 3zooz 3shan he comes to the front gate 3shan ya5eth el Food, Saro decided to go with her l2na elorder kan wayyedd -,- Bala3een e7na :$, Tmaina ana w 3bdulla broo7na :$ Omgggg :$ there was an awkward silence while his eyes were at his bb. I wanted to ask, laysh galy asheel el dp, but i was too shy -,-. But its time ena agawy galby w I ask him. This is what happened:
Me; 3bdulla ?
3bood *While his eyes on his bb*; Hmm ?
Me; 3ady i ask youu shy mat39eb ?
3bood; Shnuu ?
Me; Laysh glt 7gy ena i remove my dp, yum knt 7a6a 9orty ?x_x
3bood *looking into my eyes*; L2na M7md A7md *Hathy maglt lkum 3n'h everyone in the class know he has a crush 3lay since we were grade 5, He has curly black hair, white skin, M3a9gal, bright blue eyes L2na uma'h britsh* 3ndch eya'h fy bbm, w ymkn he saved it.
Me; Ohh kaii, 3baly shy muhem =))
3bood; Laysh hai mo muhem ?
Me; Mdryy y3ne, not that important ;s?
3bood; Ohh, y3ne someone takes your phone, saves it, w etha he spreads it ? On twitter, facebook, msn, bbm, whatsapp and instagram, y3nee UFFF ;s ! *while getting up* Shal Awadem >:o !!
I Started thinking of what just happened, Y3ne shnuu, shfee the ;s? Shglt tawny, shwayt :')? Uff,
I started crying non-stop:').
3Mins later sema3t 3zooz w Swaiira yt'haweshoon 3an mayn besheel hai w mayn bsheel thee -,-. I quickly wiped my teares, faked a smile, and prepared my lies.
As soon as they came they asked waynn 3bood, i told them he went bs he's comingg back. 3zooz called him and asked him to come he said he will but 3gb shwy.
After ma he came i quickly sat near Saro away from him. we ate and then played truth nor dare.
we watched 'Silver Linning' Fy ne9 elfilm I got me an excuse to leave and my excuse was ena i was tiered w ena aby anam. i faked a yawn, and went. I hided in my bathroom and stared crying non-stop. sm3t the door closed, i wiped my tears up, washed my face, wore my Pjs and jumped to sleep without cheaking my phone.
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What happened last time; So we decided ena nroo7 3al ba7ar since the weather was romantic w 7lww<3
G3da 3al sannddd it was like this 3bouud -->Annaa -->Swaiira -->3zooz;p
It was romantic though:$<3.
So Rajo called 3zooz 3shan he comes to the front gate 3shan ya5eth el Food, Saro decided to go with her l2na elorder kan wayyedd -,- Bala3een e7na :$, Tmaina ana w 3bdulla broo7na :$ Omgggg :$ there was an awkward silence while his eyes were at his bb. I wanted to ask, laysh galy asheel el dp, but i was too shy -,-. But its time ena agawy galby w I ask him. This is what happened:
Me; 3bdulla ?
3bood *While his eyes on his bb*; Hmm ?
Me; 3ady i ask youu shy mat39eb ?
3bood; Shnuu ?
Me; Laysh glt 7gy ena i remove my dp, yum knt 7a6a 9orty ?x_x
3bood *looking into my eyes*; L2na M7md A7md *Hathy maglt lkum 3n'h everyone in the class know he has a crush 3lay since we were grade 5, He has curly black hair, white skin, M3a9gal, bright blue eyes L2na uma'h britsh* 3ndch eya'h fy bbm, w ymkn he saved it.
Me; Ohh kaii, 3baly shy muhem =))
3bood; Laysh hai mo muhem ?
Me; Mdryy y3ne, not that important ;s?
3bood; Ohh, y3ne someone takes your phone, saves it, w etha he spreads it ? On twitter, facebook, msn, bbm, whatsapp and instagram, y3nee UFFF ;s ! *while getting up* Shal Awadem >:o !!
I Started thinking of what just happened, Y3ne shnuu, shfee the ;s? Shglt tawny, shwayt :')? Uff,
I started crying non-stop:').
3Mins later sema3t 3zooz w Swaiira yt'haweshoon 3an mayn besheel hai w mayn bsheel thee -,-. I quickly wiped my teares, faked a smile, and prepared my lies.
As soon as they came they asked waynn 3bood, i told them he went bs he's comingg back. 3zooz called him and asked him to come he said he will but 3gb shwy.
After ma he came i quickly sat near Saro away from him. we ate and then played truth nor dare.
we watched 'Silver Linning' Fy ne9 elfilm I got me an excuse to leave and my excuse was ena i was tiered w ena aby anam. i faked a yawn, and went. I hided in my bathroom and stared crying non-stop. sm3t the door closed, i wiped my tears up, washed my face, wore my Pjs and jumped to sleep without cheaking my phone.
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Thursday, November 8, 2012
"Pain is temporary#2"
Chapter 2
Heyyy<3; Elyuum bykouun shwy long 3shan'kum walla:*----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The place was like so crowdy kla nas mn our school, so 3zooz and 3bouud decided to join us;p
(Tra my baba&bro y5alony asawy add 9bayan AS FRIENDS w as long nothing '3ala6 y9eer baina)
Kna klna mtyam3een in a table bs kl wa7d la'hy eb his Bb.
*Ana 76aytt 9orty wya 3zooz as dp (Display Picture)*
AboodAlX: PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
PING!!!
Maitho Yal5aysa:/?
Maitha<3; Ha ? Ha? Shtabe:/??
AboodAlX; Shely your dp a7eeen;)
Maitha<3; Wiiii, Layysh ?
AboodAlX; Agoolach shelee'ha:/
Maitha<3; Ok Ok O.O!
*Changed dp*
AboodAlX; Now more like it sis:*
Maitha<3; CHUB *fakesmile*
SUDDENLY: 3zooz jumps out saying its almost 7, and 7:05 ybtedy ilexam, so we had to go school running-,-
We entered the examination hall, we had Math:& Waa3; Since i failed at mathe at 4th grade, i started hating math so much:/!
The exam was so hard since i didn't study well-,-; I left wayed questions bs i'm sure i'll pass, thats what happens every'year ! Lol;p!
We all finished ilexam; Ana w Saro'hh w 3zooz kmlna; bs bagyy 3bouud... while waiting g3dt afakrr; Laysh 3bouud galy che, its awkward, klsh matw83t :s, its confusing; ena 7ta 3zooz o baba maygoloon shy etha 76ayyt 9orty; y3ne shd3waa:o! Ma38oola he likes me ?:/ AWKWARD ! bs i don't think so; we've been sibilings and bestfriends since FOREVER:/,, Fy amal i fall for him:$ ? Cutteeeeee:o<3! Bs LA LA LA ! Noway, Omg; how am i thinking this way; y3ne shda5al; Baba marabany che ena a7b boys w ana klsh mo mn hal noo3 -,-; a9lan bro7y ana w Saro'hh n3ayeb 3laii'hum ely they Date and stuff, w a9lan 7aram:/
Then 3bdulla came, and he suddenly interuppted my train of thoughts, "'SHABAB MESHAINNA 3AYAL ?" Ana w 3zouuz glna yes, bs Saro ://///??
Kanat g3da t5ez 3ziiz u5oyy-,-
So i bbm'ed her gabul ma yla7'6oon :o!
Maitha<3LASTDAY<3; Saro, BS! Shagagty u5oy 5az :o!
Sarona<3LASTDAY<3; Heey:(, Mshalla u5uuch 7elww:$
Maitha<3LASTDAY<3; Somebody has a crush =))!
Sarona<3LASTDAY<3; Agool agool, encha3myy -,-
So there was an awkward silence while 3bouud w 3zooz ytsaseroon -,- SA5EFEEN :&:(
To break the silence i said; Tara heeyyy, Rajo mskeen yn6rna bara3 3shan y6ny ilbait nlm a'3ra'6na w nrouu7 Ilshalaii'h :/
3zooz; Eee 9a7777, Yalla mshainna ?:o
Klna; Yallaa ...
We rode the car with Rajo; 3bouud w 3zooz klsh wara; Ana w Saro shwyy jedam;p
i tweeted ; Omw to Shalaii'h @SarahAlX @AboudAlX @A.AzizAlX
They retweeted; Kanat ilmdrsa b3eed so atleaset 20 mins 3shan no9al; etha mafy za7ma b3dd =))
so i plugged my headphones and started listening<3
"NO MUSIC, NO LIFE" <--- My Rule in the life<3!
we waited 35mins w kan wayed za7ma:( w9lna ilbait we all packed our stuff, w baitt Saro is only 3Houses far away from ours, so can jereeb;p
we packed w rkbna ilcar... I started daydreaming and singing in a low voice<3 lain ma w9lnna...
5alte Nawal kanat fl Shalaii'h wya my best cousin Meera (Binit'ha) Kanaw bya7droon:(
Uff so slmna 3laii'hum and we unpacked our stuff; Saro and Me in a room, w 3zooz w 3bdulla in a room, We share a bathroom and they share a bathroom;p
So r7na glna 7g ilshabab ina nby nrkb iljets so 5al ynazlon'humm;p
I wore my purple swimming suit and On top of it a simple summer dress:$
And Saro Lbsat Haii;p
We wore our Rayban sunglasses, kept some suncream, and we're ready to go:D
As soon as we reached the beach the jets we're ready, B3dain 3bouud asked me ena arkab wya'h O.O!
SHWAY W Y'3MA 3LAAYYYYY:$ ... La shd3wa -,-
I quickly said 'YES', Glt fy nafsy, THEGLAAYY; THEEGGLLAAAYYY !!
3zooz POV.
A5aii'h 3la hal jamal<3,<3 Jmeela w razeena w a5laa8 3alyyaa<3; Mshalla 3laii'ha full option:D, 3ZOOZ STOP DREAMING, E97A; Saro mthel e5tek; nothing more nothing less:D! Besides te3teberny u5oo'ha;p
Me; Sara tabeen trkubeen wyay x_x?
Saro; Okk:$$$$!
We wore our lifejaket w IT WAS ENJOYABLE<3!
A7een jereeb sunset w e7na still mate'3daiinna wla shyy -,-, 3bouud took our orders w wada 7ag Rajo 3shan eyeeb lna mn Mac. w lain mayeeba Mr. Rajo w uhwa ymshy ta8reeban 60 aw 70 e7na nam w ngoom w nmoot w nsafer w ntsaba7 w nmoot w nroo7 barada w uhwa lail7een mayaba -,-
So we decided ena nroo7 3al ba7ar since the weather was romantic w 7lww<3
G3da 3al sannddd it was like this 3bouud -->Annaa -->Swaiira -->3zooz;p
It was romantic though:$<3.
Give me feedbacks please, so i should if i should continue this blog aw la -,-
w 3a6ony ideas la :/
THANKYOUU<3;*
Sunday, November 4, 2012
"Pain is temporary#1"
Chapter 1
My Mum's dead in a car accident when we were 7Years and when Faten was 17years, My dad was my both parents<3 A7baa'hh Wayed; L2na he tried y3awe'6na eb Mama:')!
It was the last day of school when Saro gave me a wake up call -,-
Saraa; MAITHO SA3TAIN G3DA AN6RCH BS TRDEENNN YALLLAA I'M DOWN WITH RAJO NAN6ERECH; DON'T BE LATE W T3A6LEENNNAAA !!
Me; Walla asma3, walla :), bs Now ? ma7s ro7y asma3 shy;D!, THANKS TO YOUU !
Saraa; Hehe :$, Yalla ta3ali ta7at i'm waitingg, Eeee w nade 3zooz, 3bouud yn6raa ;p
Me; Kayy, bye ;p
I woke up, did my morning bussiness, Wore my uniform; Hopped into my toms; Added some mascara and lipgloss; Grabbed my bb with my Chanel and ran downstaires:$ Cheft 3zooz ga3d yakel :o, AWAL MARA YG3AD GABLY O.O!
Me; 3zooozzo :O! Ga3d Gablyyyyyy :O ?? Main maat :O? Shmsawy :O? Sh9ayer :O??
3zooz; Good Morning to you too -,-, mo 9ayrr shyy, bs ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BABE *Dancing*
Me; kfayaa Saro 9ame5atnyyy, ent b3ddd :)!, 3la 7a'6yy ilm9a5am :)!, bs agool agool G6 3lay Chocolate Milk w tara 3bouudd yn6rk bara ;p
3zooz; Yaay a7eeenn ;p, See ya at school;*
*Saro's driver*; BEEEP BEEEEEEEPPPPPP *Haran =))*
Me; :*
I Raan to the car, gave Saro a wide hug chana 2Years mo chyfat'ha =)), A7B'HA HAL5ABLA<3!
Saraa; BS BS !! STOP BREAKING MY BONES !
Me; Oky Oky -,- ...5an nshtry mn *Bucks :o
Saraa; RAJO GO TO *BUCKS FAAASSSTTT !!
Rajo; Okeii mama :)!
3ZIZ AND 3BDULLA'S POV*
3ziz; 3BOUULLLDD YALTHOOR MASH 3ADEL LA ND3AAMMM :O
Babo *3bdulla's driver*; baba shwy shwy, enta sawy da'am, badain ana sawy mushkel mushkel (Baba shwy shwy, enta btd3am, b3dain b5aloon ilmushkla 3lay ana)
3bdulla; SHFEEKUUMM ! 5alony arakez !
3ziz; Agool agool roo7 *bucks a7san :)!
3bdulla; ana b3ddd 5a6re :o!
Back to us;
It was a long ride with Saro w e'hya t7en 3la rasy wla tdre ana 7a6a ilheadphone w asma3 songs<3
LOOOL MSKEENA =))
When we got there it was full of people with our school :O
FULL O.O!... We orderd our drinks, took them and sat on a table. Kl wa7da her eyes on her bb.
We9al 3zooz w 3bouud w yelsaw wyana, w 6ag swalef lain t9eer sa3a 7 ...
i Tweeted " @School with SarahAlX, AbdullaAlX, A.AzizAlX "
Then we walked to school w 6ag swalef lain w9alnnaa :D
Sorry for the short post but hope you like it:D.
Give me feedbacks please so i know if I shall continue my blog or not :'*
And if you need help with anything w you need advices just tell me :D!
Eee w plus, etha 3endy mistakes tell me and don't be shy; ;**!
"Pain is temporary"
Introduction;
Hello my beautiful readers, I’m a new Ba7rainy blogger in
this blogger world. I really hope you like and enjoy my blog. It is 70% Fiction
and the other 30% is based on true events. The character’s description is true.
Maitha: 16years old, long wavy hazel hair; with hazel eyes
which matched her hair, Pointed nose, Tanned, good height, Dimples on the left
cheek, skinny bs mo wayed y3ne 3enda’ha good body w she’s mashalla’hh jameela;
She has a twin.
What her hair looks like;
A.Aziz: 16years old, long curly hazel hair; with hazel eyes
(Exactly mthel Maitha), Pointed nose, abit tanned, tall, Muscular body (Bs mo
wayed ely mygdr ymshy), Maitha’s twin.
What his hair looks like;
Faten: 26years, Their elder sister, which is married and has
a 2 year old kid, Black eyes, tall, Abit fat, Short straight hair.
Saraa: Short black
hair wya French, WAYED lazy, Jmeela mshalla’h, short bs mo wayed, good body and
she’s Maitha's bestie.
What her hair looks like;
Abdulla: 16years, Muscular body bs mo wayed, Hot :o!!,
3youuna Mka7ela, Deep dimples on both cheeks; Messy chocolate hair, has a scar
on his left eyebrow, w Mshalla’hh 7louu 0:D, 3ziz’s Bestie.
What his hair looks like;
P.s; I'm sorry for the bad language i may use:D.
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